My Little Planet

Ambition& my Dream

2011-08-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

Already late night now
suddenly feel to blog here.
some questions pop out in my mind.
why people think of singapore once graduate?
this is a trend?
i wish to be a baker or a pastry chef one day..
but i have my opinion.
i wish to go China practice or work.
China..Big, tourism attraction..
they need more people instead of other country.
Why?
i wish i can.

hi there?

2011-08-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

ohh..long long time never blog here :)
having college life and exam..
and now my diploma life is just ended on yesterday which is 26-7-2011.
told my girlf that she need to be independent..
she is already major :)

so, my ambition is to become a pastry chef or baker..
wish i can success in this field :)
here some photos.

croissant.

hmmm..this is th product i just made today morning :)
quite satisfied..but gonna improve more
bye :)

7th

2011-03-15T00:29:00.000-07:00

It was a long time i didnt renew my blog..
since after training..
today is the 7 months between me & you..
15th maybe common to others but every 15th will be a memorable day for me =)
represent a months with sweet.sour.spicy.bitter..
can be consider as obstacle sometimes..
but who don't have any problem in a relationship?
solve it and pass it =) a new day ahead..
same as i..
i never think that you trouble my life.
7 months cannot consider as long,
but i appreciate the time with you..
happy white valentine & 7 months darling..

heading to a longer forever relationship..

Love Story

2011-01-30T06:00:00.000-08:00

It was 2010 may..
i enter Tunku Abdul Rahman College Kampar for my further studies after my SPM.
I choose Diploma In hospitality management Hotel Management..
quite a number of students are taking this coarse too..
it divided into five classes ..DHT1 to 5
i am in the fifth class..DHT5..
I still remember that when i first in the class..i was like noob!!
totally NOOB..know nothing..
and times goes..
about 3 weeks later..
we start get familiar with those coarse mate..lecturer..and environment..
and that time..
i had get into a relationship with a girl..
unfortunately, 3 months it break..
hard to except it..
but had to..
until about 9 to 10 months before today..
i started know you..
my girlfriend now =)
i remind..
when i start to see you..
your first image given to me was..
no worry at all..laugh all day long..
i like to your style..
but i can't chase you because i know i am not compete with him..
it is just like single life..
surfing on the web..
listen some news about you..
worrying you sometimes..
and lastly, you broke up with him..
for the second time..
after some time for you to recover up your mind..
i started to chase you..
i swear i never wanted you to get hurt anymore..
you reject me for few time and i never give up..
lastly...
darling..
you accept me on 15-8-2010
until today..5 months..
actually i am not regret have you but i appreciate..
everyday i opened up my eyes..hope to see you..
hand phone was beside me 24 hours..
shoulder always for you forever..
and you worry that i am same with others..
just the starting..
i tried to give you what girl friend should have..
now you confident enough to hold my hand?
darling...
i still remember that..
before you accept me..
after the day you have your theme restaurant..
the first time i ate dinner with you..just we both..
you know how happy am i? even i am not well that day?
others day,
after i had dinner with you..
you have nothing to do with..
boring at home..still remember it have a fun fair..
after have a walk at there..
i fetch you turn round in kampar..
i drive slow because i appreciate the time you with me..
and you ask me to back earlier =)..
it was all my memories..
i remind and remind myself every night..
after we together..
wow..
it was like a story..
try what we never try..
darling..
i say to myself..
i can dont have what i need
but i must give you what you need
i can patient on anything
but i cant be patient if the incident is with you..
wify..
maybe..as you say i am long gas enough..
but my love can be compare to your parents and it maybe win..
trust?maybe?
laopo...i love you..
nothing much to do..
i am always with you darling..
no matter what matter is with you..
with love
kahhong

Received by ur beloved loupo,
Vemin
Thx everything u done to me..
im appreciate it...
Can i stick with u?
Can i be ur soh ju?
Can i be ur wife?
AND!!!!
Can u MARRY ME??:P
Cant say NO to me o...
I LOVE U..
Muakz~

hair wasn't ALL

2011-01-30T01:46:00.000-08:00

I learn We learn
Cutting hair at hair studio is like faith
sometimes, it is suitable with you and sometimes not at all,
hairstylist, have their own style,
thought it is fashion is nice..
but we cannot accept because we are just ordinary student..
i just know that my girlfriend been cut her hair by a hairstylist
slow, without listen guest needs, 'stylist'..
now as i know her hair was just over the shoulder from her last time long and nice hair.
She is angry and sad after the cut and felt like crying..
She had fobia on hair cutting now and really very angry now..
but darling..
hair will grow,
i promise you i will accompany you for the next hair cut =)
ok...your hair maybe ugly now..
what to do?
can i cut it? you answer me NO!!
so?
i am here with you..
i am sad too your hair was short,
you know i like you in long hair style since you ask me really many times already =)
cheer up baby,,
you have a great smile
you have an awesome eyes
you have a nice look..
let your hair grow longer and longer..
mabe one day like repunzel long golden hair =)
that can always tie me up ...
let your smile and happiness cherish you hair..
let it grow longer..
no one can comment on my darling except me...
because you say you are mine..
stop crying there pity lady..
muakz...
always the nice girl i know..
i am here..
just near you..feel it with you mind..
i am just deep inside your heart..
just hair...i cant make my darling lost her mind..
bii...i still love you even you have no single hair..
i love you.. not your hair..
cheer darling~
muakz...

i Do..

moviesss

2011-01-28T01:42:00.000-08:00

movie..
everyone enjoy watching movie with their loved one,
in cinema, with those environment, seat, surround, and also now 3D effect..
so do I..
i really do enjoy watch movie with my girlfriend..
hahaha..specially horror movie..since she like to watch but....shout inside..
the cinemas we entered and also movies we watched with as this list..
The first movie:
Jusco TGV : The Sorcerer's Apprentice
not bad actually, sorcerer..power..magic..
quite excited movie, but she fall asleep..
hahaha...maybe she tired..

Jusco TGV: Phua Chu Kang The Movie
singapore comedies..
she laugh until tear out inside the theater..
hahaha..

maybe missing some movie ...
now our training period..
miss vemin escort to Penang..xD
so pity me go penang lo..
movie again...hahaha..

Gurney Plaza Gsc: Child eyes 3D
horror movie by Phang bro
we watch 1130pm if nt mistaken and we enter late..
with stefenie and khalis..
hahaha..with 3D effect quite shock..
my girlfriend cried!!!
hahaha..flying chair..ghost hand chasing you...
hahaha...ou ou ou...

the next time i come visit her we go
Queensbay Mall GSC: Death Place
thai horror movie with 3 stories..
but.. dunno what the stories about..
shock also will be the last part..
where a popo smile always...
darling rite?

the third time was the hyper geng one
listen ahh..
3 movies in one day..
Gurney Plaza GSC: Repunzel 3D
a fairy tail story..
very very nice...
a girl with long golden hair with power
a guy who handsome and kind..
a stupid horse..
hahaha...5 star movie

Gurney Plaza GSC: Death Bell
Korean horror movie
not really horror
but is yiak
like SAW

Gurney Plaza GSC: My EX Girlfriend
Thai Horror movie
not bad story line
not really scare but the sound effect.

continue the next day..

Gurney PLaza GSC: LElio POPO
buatan tempatan
Local DJ life comedies
is funny and touch movie..

GURNEY PLAZA GSC ticket counter...

Gurney PLaza GSC: Gulliver Travel 3D
comedies
not really 3D effect..
i not really like it..
haha..but with girlfriend
i like it....very much...

after we back to hometown..

Jusco GSC: Panarolmal Activities 2
horror movie
but episode 1 is nicer
also the sound is more scare
and the part
all cupboard open together..
I JUMP UP!!!!

JUSCO GSC: Great DAYs
buatan tempan my astro...
touching and funny..
lets go and watch..

and i promise to her will be go sitiawan Big C
watch homecoming with her..
but homecoming didn't show at there..
so ..
Sitiawan Big C: Season Of The Witch
also a action movie,
with demon, worrior..
the main actor die..=(

we wouldnt watch love story movie unless it is funny
we are not like other,
love story is boring for us...hahaha =)

it is all the cinema we go..
and we like GURNEY PLAZE the most
we also been to MID valley GSC but the movie was n technical problem,
so we force to change back money and play throw balls...hahaha xD..

GSC MIDVALLEY
KLCC TGV we also been there..
but time wasn't right..
so we leave..

GSC GURNEY PLAZA THEATER
we nearly enter all 12....

hope that can go all cinemas
and watch all the movie she wants...with HER..

Imissyou

2011-01-17T21:41:00.000-08:00

It had been a long time a didnt update the blog..
since the last time was at dinasty tang at Cameron i think so..
so i just continue where i stop..=)
After the Training at 29 of december 2010..
i back to hometown and prepare to Penang island on 31 morning..
purpose to find my girl and celebrate new year eve with her since i fail to accompany her when the christmas eve..
just like usual..
i take bus on 8.45am to Penang Sungai Nibong bus stop.
and took a cab cost Rm50 to batu ferringgi..
as usual also..my girl alone in the house..
was weird why always i came also just left her in the house..
i had visit her about 4 to 5 times i think..
31 of december she work on 5pm , because of a new year event =(
haiz..quite sad...to be aloneeee again..
but at last i decided go to visit her at 12 sharp
i pass by two security guard and lie to them i am staff..
and one more i lie to him i fetching my friend back at the party..
they trusted me..hahaha..
i reach the party ballroom's gate and watching there..
if not mistaken the theme was RAINFOREST..
but after few minutes, a chef ask me to go in have a visit nevermind..
hahaha...
wonder why he say so..
so i curi-curi go in using a side door..
success one...
once i enter i saw HER..my girl..
wait wait wait and wait
until the party ends
and wait wait wait for her finish work..
about nearly 4 am..we back..=)
and i remember what the horrible thing i ask you last night!!
it was the fighting with helmet and we just infront them..
and WTF!!!
i forget to mention got a england tourist ask me for prostitution during the party!!!!!!!!
ok...end the story...

For the next day..new year
did something different..
you guess?
Cinema one day tour?
we watched
Repunzel 3D excellent
The Death Bell not a ghost movie please
My Ex girlFriend not bad =)
in one day..
we out from the theater we turn around in again xD
hahaha..
eat fishmarket at gurney and rush back..haha..what a nice memory..
and we ended the day cause both of our eyes need some rest seriously..

hahaha..we into nearly all the 12 theater xD

the day after that..again..
we watched
Lelio Popo nice and funny =)
guliver travel 3D funny
in one shoot and we go to
Autocity at night with stefenie and his boyfriend =)

autocity =)
took some photo, have some walk, some games(childish)
we ate The golden triangle at there..
a thai cuisine restaurat..
and before back we go swensen have some dessert =)))
yumm..chocolate fondue..
oo ya...and the first kid..the XiaoPooh born place also here "AUTOCITY"

The kid born in autocity =)

On 3-1-2011 we plan to get back kampar for report..
early in the morning we move those luggage from th 20 floors to her car..
after bath..back to her hotel for some signature and returning stuff..
we go gurney had our lunch and back..
=) by ferry..
kampar really a lot of different..
MCD, secret recipe, and a lot of shop already changes..

we had our rest and start our report on the next day until 6th..
we go KL by ETS..hehe
thankyou kwanhooi for fetching us to railway station..
had breakfast in the KL sentral..
fine monorail and we go midvalley before 10am..
hahaha...we are the first customer..
worker haven't even came..blek..
plan to watch panaromal..we bought the ticket but before starting time..
the crew say maintanence problem =(
and we decide to KLCC..
hahahaha..damn big...my leg tak boleh tahan..
my eye also tak boleh tahan cause the XX shop...
REALLY TAK BOLEH TAHAN..
need bodyguard for what!!
xD
As me so cute so childish d hor..
go petroscience lor!!!
give dinasour scare dou lor..
try some earthquick lor
try huricane lor..
play like kids lor...
ply race car WIN lor..
give my girlfriend LAUGH lor!!!
hahahaha..
shhhhh..dont say what she did la..
later i get kill..hahahahahaha =)
play sand..hahaha

Petroscience..

eii..
i introduce u all..midvalley gaming station got one game very nice..
throw ball one..
thumb up...
=)))))))

AFter the trip...my girlfriend went back sitiawan
and i back ipoh...
haiz...until now..
miss you so much..='(

just stop here and continue next time

kahhong
2.28pm
18-1-11

Kitchen...my other home

2010-12-28T04:23:00.000-08:00

since i am having my training life..
many people will ask me what department you are in..
my answer was..
Kitchen..
why?
because i interested in..more than facing customer..
cook food for people who really appreciate foods..
isit happy?
cook for your beloved girlfriend and family..
isnt it lovely?
yes....of course...

my three months training end soon..
and i tried 3 times wedding banquet..
nice?
duno...but i sure i get the experience =)
better then none..

western kitchen?
breakfast buffet?
sure i prepared..=)
some food also can make now..

i not really good in chinese food..
but yet...now i am in pastry kitchen..
for about two months already..
here some photo of pastry that we made..

Black forest cake?

cheese cake with peach decor

cheese cake with different decor

Scones...Cameron SPECIALITY..

Tarts ..Blueberry or Apple Sir?

Chocolate Souffle

Cream Caramel...normal dessert item for lunch and dinner

i not able too upload all..
but bii..
which one do you like..?
and ladies and gentelment?
can i have some comment for improvement..?please..

bii..this one is for you

hehe..hope you like it..with my love..
ILOVEYOU..

from:KAHHHONG
28-12-2010
8.43pm
Cameron Highlands

Biii......

2010-12-28T04:11:00.000-08:00

long time no update le my darling..
how are you recently?
reopen your bloggie??haha
continue my last update..
lets start from the day i went to find you..
the most recent time =)
remember?
toy meseum?
you scared by MR Joker?
hahaha..nevermind..let me remind you

SHREK...

FATTY VS KungFu Panda

hope that you really enjoy the days i at there..
even you work..
but i really enjoy =)
doing housechore..
fetching you =)
bring you for foods and entertaiment without you driving..
i miss those day bii..
opps...forget something..
wait ya..

YOU know what she really doing ?? no idea..hahahaha..

wify..
today is 28 of december..
wait 3 more days ya..
i will be there for you..
wait 7 more days..1 more week..
will be free from training..
normal life soon..
must be passion..
you can do it.. you can pass it..

from:hubby
28-12-2010
8.20pm
cameron highlands

Back To The Place

2010-12-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

ohhhhh
back to cameron for the training..
lets countdown 20 days..
after that need to rush for the report to submit..
Again..this place this feeling..
come to my mind again..
I miss you darling..
yeah...good news here..
my wify blog back in action..
=))))
one more hours will be 4 months anniversary with her..
clap clap..
take care yourself..
you so pretty ge la..
muakz..
hahahahaha

visit again =)

2010-12-12T03:03:00.000-08:00

i having my 6 off days now..
it will be the fifth day tomorrow..=(
it is always fast when the time you happy..
gonna go back cameron continue my training..
but still i have to go back for the best future..
i hope to learn all different type of food in the world..
for myself, for the family, and also for you =)..
my holiday started on 9 of december..
the day i go Penang..
cause i miss my girlfreind so much and...
in other hand need to fetch my sister at Bayan Lepas international airport
first time i drive to Penang myself..
i spent 4 hours on the journey because of traffic jam =(
after arrive straight away find my girl at hotel to get the house key..
accually this few days she were really busy with those hotel event..
because she working in the banquet department
where time and workload are not constant and hard =(
first day i wait her until 11pm something..
fetch her to MCD having her dinner and go back rest..
cause she having a morning 9am shift tomorrow..
isit tired!!!!?
the next day she work until 5 pm something..
what the hell..i really heartache until the max..
and since her back earlier and i promise her go autocity and we go...with bella =)
but...at last we fail..
cause i duno the way to go and keep on turning round and round..
haiz...
at last having supper at tanjung tokong hawker center..
she started feel sick..
i told her MC tomorrow and have some rest..
iwill bring her to doctor and took the MC for her i promise =)
and she listen me =) muakz...

the next day i bring her to the hotel clinic and the doctor said
you have slight fever and common cold =(
and yet she still need work lot lot lot =(
nevermind
dont ruin my day..
bring her to airport fetch my sister =)
then
bayan lepas - seberang prai..
because my sister hotel located there..
then..
bayan lepas-seberang prai-penang..
the ferry was full and we wait and wait..
chat everything inside the car =)
long time didnt have this chance to chat =)
NICE..........
ENJOY>>>>>>>>
and we go gurney pizza hut to hunt food..
you guess for two people?
one regular pizza
one personal pizza
three soup
three cup of drinks
one bread stick
one garlic bread
we finished...left 2 burned pizza =)
after that headed to toy meseum..
the largest toy meseum in the world wor..
inside the meseum nt that big but we really lost..
and my girlfriend was scare by the JOKER in the corner hahahahha..
in was quite scary ..
but i dno why the HULK was place behind the JOKER
lots of photo in my phone =)
kungfu panda
tomb raider
power ranger
spider men
supermen
batmen
horror stuff
chunkey
bla bla bla
bute stuff...
101 dogs
pooh
micky!!!
all with my darling =))))
and today morning i leave penang
I couldnt leave her =(
i miss her =(
take good care bii..
hugsss>>>>
hope you got a nice trip =)
whole penang you had travel around already =)

time fly with you =(( can stop?

2010-11-20T18:55:00.000-08:00

just back from penang last night =(
time pass with you was fast..
never stop..
make me feel not willing to leave..
darling...
will be come for visit you again ya..
do take care yourself..
1 month ++ more..
we had been go for
1.Gurney plaza..
2.eat pork
3.home..
4.queensbay..
5.T bowl
6.GSC death place..
7.Jusco
8.Home spaghetti and fishball =))) 7up asam
9.E&O hotel..like it??
10.New World Plaza...eat pork and thai cuisine =)) like?
and bought a skirt huh???RM25 huh??!!..hahaha..
that all...
this computer not able to transfer photo hope can be upload next time..
we walk through whole penang =)
your food is in the food box
1. 2 original oreo, 1 strawberry oreo and 1 blueberry oreo..
2. maggie curry...dont eat ah better
3. sea weed =)
4. fish biscuit xD
5. drink more water!!!!
have a happy moment with you
hope you enjoy too..
even short but happiness was maximum with you =)
thankyou darling..
loveyou =)))))

second visit.

2010-11-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

waiting my darling off from her work today
11 pm..
after this take your rest...
meet you in the next morning =))
go for where you wish to go
Do what you wish to do =))
I will accompany you =)
be happy strawberry girl .
muakz

Cameron Highlands Training.

2010-11-15T01:32:00.000-08:00

Cameron highlands..
A nice place huh?
at first i think so...
that why my list will me
1. Penang
2. Cameron Highlands
3. Kuala Lumpur
WHY i didnt choose in first choice!!!!!!!
and be into the cameron highlands..
weather syok
but other then that all not syok...=(((
everyday go and back from hotel..
after work stay in the room and lie on the bed..
i miss my girl everyday..
same message for her everyday
fine?tired?got people bullied you?
hahaha...hope she dont mind..
cause i really miss and worried her..
i am working in kitchen department..
at first western and chinese kitchen..
rotate every week..
but now switch into pastry kitchen..
1 and a half months pass..1 and a half more months..
i really miss her..
here some photo..

Left: cooking in chinese kitchen

right: taking picture in kitchen..my girl like this =)

here some food picture

1. chinese herbal chicken

2. Breakfast

3. blueberry and apple tart =)

4. Black forest cake ?

ending here for my training life..
will be update when i get online..
i am fine =)

i miss you very much my girl =(((

Do a favour for me please
take good care of yourself while i not around..
muakz.

151110

2010-11-14T06:37:00.000-08:00

today was 14-11-2010
after more one and a half hours
will be anniversary between me and my girl
i know i cannot make it to write on blog on time
i decide to write earlier
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY (3 months)
i hope will me longer
to century...
iloveyou...
15112010

to my lovely girl vemin
dont think too much
because i am here
just do what you consider is right
because i always support you
but must consider YOU first ok?
always take care
because i am always worried you
always dont worried
because i will come for you
dont feel alone
because i will accompany you 24 hours
you will never feel DARK and COLD..

Happy anniversary

THANKYOU Girlfriend

2010-11-14T05:28:00.000-08:00

my girl do for me
because i dont know use editor..hehe..

while we having training life..
luckily i have a good girlfriend..
thankyou to her
muakz...

she gave me...nice photo and also the necklace...=)

=)

really thx god to have her
and wifyyyyyyy
thankyou.....

i miss my girlfriend while training

2010-11-14T05:07:00.000-08:00

long long time never write blog...
if not my girlfriend remind me also i forgot already..
recently not much online...
because i having training life in cameron highlands..kitchen department..
while my wify was in rasa sayang penang..
what a far distance...283KM...
we been together not more then 2 months then have to separate for nearly 4 to 5 months.
what a sigh...
everyday keep worried her
worried her not eating on time
worried her get bully by people
worried her lied by people
worried her get cold and sick...
worried this worried that..
when she had off day the day will be my most happy day..
hope that she will fine ..after 4 months i want to be with her..=(
i been visit her for 1 times...
know her living place working place..haiz...just a 3 days 2 nights..
fetching her go and back work..
have movie..eating together..but i am very happy..
because i one month 30 days i miss her 30 day never less..
once got time i will find her and accompany her..
girlfriend

i am fine here..
just working everyday in kitchen..
learn somethings..
after work then back to my bed..
cameron have nothing special..
so that i am just at home or hotel...no more..
hope everyone is fine..
and hope my wify...
just for you..
be strong..
dont get bullied
dont get lied..
i find you soon...
and be healthy..
i loveyou i missyou

wify with holloween pumpkin at hard rock penang

be strong...
i want you

Sitiawan day 16-9-10

2010-09-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

16.09.10
this morning i went to sitiawan with kaixuan
planned to meet kaiming and my darling at there..
early in the morning
prepared to go...
reach there about 1 hours
wahhh!!!
sitiawan people really rich lor!!!!
rumah besar tanah besar kereta pun besar...
me and kaixuan see dou eye also big..
since my girlfriend haven't bath
we go sitiawan round and round xD
dar..hope today you really relax la
massage
cook
no need to fetch
just rest..
but only one day~
hope you really enjoy it..
we do enjoy it..
back to ipoh at 6 something..
reach home at 8pm..
a simple happy day =)

Mr ilone..
takecare...everything is fine now =)))

for girls & boys

2010-09-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

A word or a sentence may hurt your girlfriend..
please...
girlfriend is use to protect or love instead of hurting them
boys
please love them as you can now
dont regret next time
girls
please select your suitable boyfriend
if they bully or treat you badly
just let them piss off
I just hurting my loved one once and i felt that is enough for her as it only a misunderstanding
no one are wrong between us..
it was the intermedient communication software!!!!
you are FINISH
and i hope no next time for me
i want to be best for you ♥

sem break

2010-09-13T20:00:00.000-07:00

Last update say that i back hometown since 8 sept =)
a bored semester break..
make some salad..
online..
missing her..
sleep..
nothing..
eldest sister and her boyfriend came back on 9 of sept morning..
daddy bring us for cruise trip since dunno how many 10 years didn't experience it xD
the trip was on 12-9-10
the cruise named Star Cruise Pieces 双鱼座.
compare to the cruise we took last time when i was 3 years old my mummy told me..
Cruise Gemini superstar is much more bigger and better.

the star cruise pieces..

that day morning we start the journey 9am after the breakfast..
i am the driver =)
reach penang about 1030am.
dad suggest go queensbay for little shopping.
after that go for lunch and....
hehehe...
search how to go batu ferringgi and tanjung bunga..
to ensure me know the way to rasa sayang, handrock..
since all my friend and also my lovely gf also at there training.. =(

lastly headed to Swettenham Pier..
check in for the cruise.
search for our room..
have a nap..
and dinner..
the so called international buffer..
the cruise started engine and i felt nothing xD
until it moved i only realize
and asked 走了啦？hehe

inside the restarant

go to deck have a walk..
strong wind..can blow a person fall down..
hehe,,,for real =))
casino..
sister teach me to gamble..
hahahahs..

make some call..
but suddenlly no couverage =(((
search for whole cruise also no signal..
sorry oo..
=((((

balik rumah
i be the driven again =))
fasten seat belt please

PRE*exam#AFTER

2010-09-08T07:09:00.001-07:00

sorry for non update recently...
exam~~~
hehehe

30.8.10-31.8.10
wow...independents day at kampar??
but we plan and go for ipoh..
after dinner..check for movie showtime..and...
of course start the journey..
phua chu kang the movie as kaiming wish to watch so damn much
chao long kang!!!
LIM LAO BE!!!
and....FACT OF THE DAY
kaiming hit his head toward the gate of the coffee bean..xD
coffee bean ONE TWO JUS eat powder games...
yeah...
chocolate, vanilla, nutmeg powder..come come come
take photos...
MCD session that cannot be less..
but with one brainless fellow that spoil our mood..
'hey brainless,she is not available, she is mine, use your brain before you talk!'
enjoy the day with vemin my girlfriend since she can relax from her stress =)
reach kampar at 4a.m...
=)
crazy stuff we DO...
because us are
stupidity HIGH
sohainess HIGH
bodohlise HIGH

01.9.10
after our dinner at sushi king with our gang
received call from datou
beer at 21st
after that pool at maxbreak..
that night my dar was in cold whole night..
sleep at 4am after she is asleep =)
luckily nothing happen on her..

02.9.10
heading to MCD for lunch..
mr WE say kampar food was bored..
so...
kita ini gang drop off to mcd gunong rapat..
MR WE...
kereta mesti check baik baik..
water volume mesti fill accurate..
jangan suka suka fill banyak banyak sampai perlu suck it out XD...
ONE TWO JUS PEPPER OR SALT
hehehehehe...
at night....
We dating cafe have a drink..
not bad...nice environment friendly staff..
3 gambling king and queen
and two guys that dno what they playing
funny...
.
..
...
....
shhhhh..dont shout..although your tongue will be tear off..
DEATH SILENCE

03.9.10
nothing special..
houskeeping ar next subject...sure study la!!!
but..haiz..
in the hall..
only know question 4 calculation..=(

05.9.10
food preparation 2
last subject last hope for me
i put all my energy on it..
of course help my girlfriend to close with the subject
she most scar subject
but i think now she like it =)
beurre manie beurre noir beurre noissete..blablabla
absolutly not a problem for her already =)

06.9.10
exam over!!!!
sleep!!!!!!!!
on that night...
steamboat with the gang...
we do enjoy the process..
dar do relax and enjoy...xD
eat until be boomer..
what the usage of tongue?
how to eat ice cream?
why kaiming like eggs so much?
photos session..
xD
pool session..
balik rumah...

07.9.10
yeah...
ipoh trip
morning me and dar back home first since kaiming repair his car..
have our lunch and lunch again at my house xD
full sei me lor...
all my family member describe as cute...
and...where i look cute?i help you take a look xD..
go to join them after they reach
kaixuan kaiming janice fish =)
kaixuan hair was...spicky!!!!!
before heading jusco...
dar accompanied me to ipoh specialist hospital for eye checkup
havent recover..
but thankyou my girlfriend..
vampire sucks..
LOL
vemin liew laugh until sot..
blood came out like waterfall..
walf become chihuahua
edward still the handsome..but little bit hamsap
jacob are handsome then the real one..
bella are wilder and wilder..
hahahhahaha
xD
they back to kampar after that..
we had our dinner with my family again
hahahaha..
warm...
after that...
i promise her d de garden strawberry moment cafe..
=)
not that nice...but environment is good..
sorry ruin your mood because my condition..=(
ng dou ng xiong ga..
back to kampar after that..
A station was full of DHT students..
hahahhaa
yumcha with our gang..
chat chat chat..
=)

08.9.10
today...
ghany...
how to eat rice xD
we both separately back to hometown..
takecare over there huh...
dolphine with you
keep smiling
sweet sweet sweet dont eat too much..
water water water drink more...

♥vemin not only right hand side..
but all my things is yours..♥

friends..any outing remember me please♥

miss you all...
traning la...keep contact..

specially the prawn dont cry easily..
mou si ge
yao ngo hai
tin dit lok lei dong pei kam♥

The MoMent

2010-08-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

The things that happen with you
190810
After class as usual, you went to the DIGI promotion event with your friends
I join you at there =)
a lot of people there..
but the things i search for is only you,with a blue jacket on..
since it is a promotion event and promote about DIGI broadband..
I suggested you to buy one to penang as you cant live without internet xD
after asked your parent suggestion..we go and apply one broadband for you..
and at the night..you won the third prize because of the funny face competition..
congratz to you dar..and the super lucky one MR ilone with the HP netbook..
simple day..but with you is meaningful.

230810
we went to ipoh with kwanhooi, susan, kaiming becacuse of datou need redo the blood test for askar wataniah..
so we arrive at 730 of the day and go to the askar hospital..
went to my house a while then we headed to eat our breakfast at mingkok..
we plan to JUSCO for some shop and movie after that..
SKIP THE BAD PART...
but we successful help them dar =)
had movie with you for the first time..
THE SORCERER OF APPRENTICE..
you fall asleep due to the night before wasnt sleep well because of something
sorry about that =(
but the storyline are touch at the end..
i will do that for you if i am in the situation for sure..
we back to kampar using highway
on the way, some incident occur..
the car tyre was broke due to dont know what happen
sorry for that guys
and make you bite by mosquito too..
fixed it by ourself and continue journey back to kampar =)
had a great day with you
with you i never feel stress

250810
just reach this day
you bring me to consult doctor
because of i was ill
4 medicine and 1 injection cost RM55!!!!!
thankyou dear for taking care me whole night
worrying me whole night
and crying too..
=(
the day morning
i recovered...because of the good care from you
we having a badminton session with datou, jaces and jooseng..
first time you watch me playing badminton i think..
paiseh lar..
thankyou dear..
when i sick you care me for once..i want to care you for forever and ever

and today was 260810
i am at ipoh now because of dinner..
and u are at kampar..
cant take good care of you =(
guilty...............
final is around the corner..
we fight together..
try your best..dont be stress..
and of course take good care drink more water

♥欠我一个拥抱和永远的微笑
心肝宝贝♥

200810

2010-08-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

I do enjoy every moment with you
I don't care how careless you are
I don't care how forgetful you are
I don't care how you are
you is you
The only unique girl in this universe
so..don't always think that is bad~
i always look at your positive site
everyone do have their bad things
just ignore that, admire their good
so..always add a smile at your face
it help you =) you look nice with that smile dar..

final exam is around the corner
you had pass through all the sour bitter of this sem
now left the last round..i trust that you can handle it well =)
don't worried..
exam will be stress, but don't over stress.

thankyou for the apple pear and dragon fruit DAR
now is 21/8/2010 12.13a.m le..
you are currently at sitiawan and i am at kampar
i miss you alot.

180810

2010-08-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

15082010 =)
THE DAY i received my birthday present..

you turn weak this few days..
maybe after two injection and busy lifestyle..
and recently weather also change fast..
hot cold hot cold warm~haha
can obviously seen that you are tired..
rest more drink more water..
final is around the corner..
i need you to teach me front office ga..
so...sorry lar..forbidden you to eat so much food..
and also just drink warm water this few day..
after you recover what you want to eat also can ok?
need start to revision ge lar..
timetable had done for you..
xD
glad that have you =)
thankyou

P for Promise

2010-08-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

PROMISE is really easy to SAY right?
but do you think you can DO it or MAKE it?
if CANNOT please don't simply give out nonsense promise..
you might think that promise just to be play or will be forget by just tomorrow..
Do you think that someone will take it seriously?
someone care you, someone love you, someone need you..
they do!!!
so please don't give out any promise IF you cannot succeed it..
you hurt them deeply instead of make them see their hope..

I don't like to give any promise
before i promise i always think
if i can fulfill it i will PROMISE
So that why i promise you♥
because i want to make it become reality..

♥PROMISE♥

Just for VEmin =)

2010-08-12T04:07:00.000-07:00

i will try my best to be a better men from day to day..
i will send all my happiness to you every minutes..
i will take care of you forever..
i will remind you every single things..
i will wake you up every morning..
i will help you tidy up your things when morning and also night..
i give you whole bed to sleep for more comfortable..
i give you shoulder to hide when u feel scare..
i accompanied you do whatever you like to do..
i give you luck and confident..
i respect you and respect your decision
and lastly i will take care of you..

this few days you change a lot =)
from the bloody TUESDAY
but we pass through it together..
management time lar
EQ management
money management
time management
healthy management
give you four subject sin lar
must get an A ar!!!

for~
大头虾

DONe

2010-07-31T03:24:00.001-07:00

31-7-2010
my first time interview
interview for my industrial traning
the venue is heritage Ipoh but my base is at heritage Cameron Highlands..
early in the morning 6 something wake up for preparation..
called datou wake up for few times but he fail to...xD
while waiting him,informed someone that i will go soon..
didn't sleep for whole night wor!!want die ar!!!but thank you lar..=)
erm...fetch total of 6 people to heritage..
the interview make me nervous at first..
thanks to the people again lar..although dia sleeping masa itu..
but really she help me a lot!!!
i am number 18
enter the room...good morning miss...
what she ask answer what!!don't panic!!told myself..

by her
WHY YOU CHOOSE HERITAGE?
YOU CHOOSE YOURSELF OR COLLEGE CHOOSE FOR YOU?
WHAT DEPARTMENT YOU WANT TO BE IF ONLY GOT TWO CHOICE?

saya pula..
SHIFT?
ANY ABILITY AND SKILL TO SUCCESS?
I WILL BE GLAD IF CAN WORK IN HERITAGE COMPANY..THANKYOU
SHAKEHAND.....

end...

DONE and wait for answer...

enjoy at your hometown :)
rest well!!!

Yours sincerely,
Bendan lo

unwanted feeling

2010-07-27T03:53:00.001-07:00

i felt sad when i saw you like this...
just like...
i cant do anything..

Take some time =)) better future

2010-07-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

everyone will have some life block in life..
courier? education? love? friends? or even our basic needs..
we can solve those problem with effort and time..

refresh your mind, think clearly..
it may help you know more about your surrounding..
keep you alert how much more unexpectation..

你_我等

2010-07-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

i wait i wait i wait..wait for a accept 答应
want you always happy...
want you always healthy...=)
like wait outside the exam hall without reason xD

TAKECARE =(((((((

2010-07-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

recently just over my third kitchen operation..
and also just know which hotel i am going for an interview..
that is CAMERON HERITAGE..
if on 31 july the interview is smooth..than it will be my workplace..

but in others way..
3 months..
2160 hours..
at cameron...
the people ar the people =(
how how HOW???

but never mind..

is this nice?
gonna try open a small farm plant something at there..
the people ar..
ok bo?
i will kering one...=((((

and remember dont luan luan think lar...
rmb after rain sure got rainbow one..

just like this..
and be happy always ar...

=(((..
wait me wait me wait me please......

condition

2010-06-27T02:23:00.001-07:00

how am i recently???
like this lor

Year two first time being sick...seriously
hope the virus get lost as fast as possible..
really dont want to eat and drink those bitter stuff.
really truly madly deeply..
return my healthy body back
i need it urgently
still need to be fight for the
ASSIGNMENT
PRESENTATION
THIRD PRACTICAL!!!!
please..thankyou.

expression

2010-06-19T21:14:00.000-07:00

people have several type of emotion...
Emotion is associated with mood, temperament, personality and disposition, and motivation.
i like smile the most and EMO the least...
you?
=)

lead me please

2010-06-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

someone please brighten me up
i have a horrible year two..
i have stress that i never had before..
please..
i dont hope to change to another me..
please..
think before u talk..
think on others situation..
please..
i dont hope that one day i changed to a terrible moron that u all scare to near with

'human' are not a easy topic...beware of it..
it will always my weakness..

EXpress

2010-06-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

express yourself
be yourself
make your way
walk it out...

Life goes on~~~~~

2010-06-12T03:01:00.000-07:00

Recently as my friend know i am not really in my condition..
they know what happened, they do support me..a big thankyou to them..i appreciate them..
problem came along..I tried to solve..i never give up..
but this time i cried few times, i drank beer with my stressful friends..
i promise to all of you i will back SOON..
Today afternoon, i heard my dad told mummy about my grandma condition..i went back to my room after that..i realise that my my dad was the stressful one..he need to work, need to visit grandma everyday, need to manage his business as well..

for my dad..thankyou very much..i promise i will study hard..promise me..you do need take care as well kay?

YEAH

2010-05-13T21:19:00.000-07:00

after studying at TARC for almost one year...
i only successfully get my CGPA at 3.05...
i satisfied...
i also set new target for my SEM4
i WANT a 3.2!!!!

refresh

2010-04-11T23:03:00.000-07:00

my blog already moldy and full of dust i know...but i would like to post something in this moment..
just little experience i have..A bad one..

today just finish my first paper that was TAmadun Islam..done it queit well but duno able to score A anot because of the DAOISME part!!!i lose to THE OLD MASTER!!!wish to push my CGPA up
this sem..

recently i go throght with alot of people..i observe most of them..they give me pressure..their WORDS have NEEDLE..result are control by youself..not other element..we know our result well..so dun judge on my result!!if u wan to get a good result..PLAN and try to DO it..dun blame others..how u feel if everyone say sure u will get an A for ur subject when just step out from the hall?try imagine it..will u felt pressure?

If you dont trust i din study or make revision..just ask my housemates..how seldom i make revision..i am a last minute person i admit it...BUT i put afford when lecture or tutorial class..i do ask people or find out myself when i dont understand..and i hate memorize things!!!my friend and family know me well...my family teach me work hard ply hard!!!need to enjoy too..dun do regret things...find a useful way for yourself too..dont just blame others!!!!!

lastly..dont do somethings u dislike people do to you!!!

update lur

2009-12-28T06:59:00.000-08:00

update blog lo...give ppl scold lo...
bt...ntg to write about...
juz food poisoning...
stomacache for two days...

我爱跳舞，跳舞，还是跳舞，跳跳跳。。。
扁嘴扁嘴扁嘴
blek
扁给你看
blek =p

sick

2009-12-21T07:40:00.000-08:00

sick for almost one week le...
medicine finish also same result...
when it gonna recover!!!!

fail

2009-12-10T00:01:00.000-08:00

10-12-2009 Thursday

today was DHT5(A) second time in restaurant operation...
i was choose as a waiter..
today i was dissapointed and fail myself..
althought i say to my lecturer i was ntg to comment about when briefing..
i didnt eat my lunch as usual because i got no appetite..
i was not in the good emotional control now also...

when briefing,
my groupmate ask permission to c out comment paper frm lecturer..
but our SIR refuse it...at last he gave us....
the comment paper were terrible....
i will rmb it....RMB it...i will nvr forget wht the comment...

i serve with hand shaking...i dno y...i cnt control...
cause of we using a goblet to put salad....and it is hard to serve for us...
we broke one...

and my finger had been burn cause the plate were hot...

i have nothing to write about...just sad n unhappy now and i will just stop right here...

='(

discussion

2009-12-02T01:24:00.000-08:00

ok.....lets start our discussion.......

today i would like to discuss about

advantage and disadvantage
of remaining
single .

isit good being single?
give some opinion ^^

We were WARNED

2009-11-23T17:40:00.000-08:00

WE WERE WARNED!!!
we were warned!!!
We Were Warned!!!

want our earth become like this in 2012???

think about what we have done......
stop it....
save the environment.....

drive a car?
think about car pooling or bicycle...

have a exam or tutorial?
think about how many trees have being cut down for those tutorial and exam.

like to use polysterin or plastic bag?
think about save environment and use recycle bag..
like this

save and heal our earth....
God make it to us...not gave us to destroy it...

Gundam OR Transformers?

2009-11-16T07:01:00.000-08:00

if one day, GUNDAM and TRANSFORmERS are landed at earth to begin a war...
in ur opinion...who will win this WAR????

GUNDAM????

OR

Transformers???

Just personal opinion...for FUN...=)

Tired

2009-11-11T02:34:00.000-08:00

recently quite stress...
and i am tired too...

i am tired...
i am tired for extended class for suddenlly without break..
i am tired for being argue with groupmates...
i am tired for those uncoorparation groupmates...
i am tired for not enough sleep...
i am tired for non-stop tutorial paper...can u stop for only 1 single day?
i am tired for mid term and quiz...
i am tired for assignment and presentation...
i am tired for discussion...

luckily have my lovely family and housemates...
thankyou for those entertain and bicycle as well... =)

hope to stop this sort of things and have a relax day.

SCREAM.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-11-08T05:56:00.000-08:00

looks nice????

mayb not...

wilson

wing fei

kah hong

Don'T mess with us....
Happy HOLLOWEEN....

2009-11-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

have my operation today...
same...
wake up at 6am...
reach college at 8am...
wear chef uniform with scarf,apron,kitchen towel,safety boots and serving towel on it...safety boots was uncomfortable...heavy...
just wear uniform also make me tired and sweating...
as a supervisor today...weeeee...challenging...

supervisor....

purchasing checklist...done...
bt left something out...
need find replacement to replace it...FAST!!!

mise-en-place
everythings go smooth...
run here run there with a heavy shoes...

our MENU of today..

1.CREAM OF SPINACH SERVED WITH GARLIC BREAD

2.GRILLED MUSSLES SERVED WITH GREEN AND RED DRESSING AN ACCOMPANIED WITH DUCHESS POTATOES AND TEMPURA VEGETABLES OF THE DAY

3.SEAFOOD MIXED SALAD

4.GRILLED CHICKEN CHOP SERVED WITH ROSEMARY SAUCE AN ACCOMPANIED BY SLICED BAKED POTATOES,EGG OMELETS AND SAUTE VEGETABLES

5.APPLE PIE

6.COFFEE OR TEA

make for 24 pax...
and....full house...wohooo...

this is what we called Rosemary (fresh)

Garlic bread...

Egg omelets

Grill mussles serve with green n red dressing for 24 pax...

Spinach Soup

Main Course...Grilled chicken served with rosemary sauce

more photo will uploaded maybe...

after operation...we ate........

清茶淡饭...

closer look....

汤靠饭

lose

2009-11-02T07:12:00.000-08:00

sigh...
just back from badminton competition...
quite dissapointed...
lose....
i had lose to a opponent that i should win...
end with 3 rounds....
sigh...
my friend say i didnt try my best...
many mistake...
haiz...
anything lar...
after match my stomach part extreamly pain...
i dno wht happen...feel like goin to vomit too...
until nw still so....
=(...painful...
thanks la penadol queen....
drive carefully kay...
hehe...
lame question...u sad ma wor...
u said leh....

worried...

2009-10-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

Again....I has been choosen as a supervisor again...
this time....Laundry supervisor 2....

Food Preparation Pratical 1

2009-10-15T00:33:00.000-07:00

today was my group first time food preparation...
wake up at 6...bt nt manage to wake up...hehe...at 6.10am at last...
bath with frozen water...then go...

i was in butchier department this them...with one of my friend...
butchier is who cut all fresh meat item such as fish and chicken...
in this practical...we cut fish , chicken, prawn, and squid...
my shirt hv black spot!!!!stupid squid...

during preparation and cooking time....
prawnssquidduno doing wht
meat ball

our production..squidprawnschef saladcarrot consomme served with croutons

Grilled chicken marylandBreaded Fish fillet, squid and prawns(paiseh...ate jor sin capture geh)

at last...QnA session...
my both hand...huhu..
right hand...Talapia Fish...i will rmb...left hand...chicken breast...chicken bones....

smile....=)

tired

2009-10-14T02:36:00.000-07:00

college reopen 2 weeks ago..
accually this is only the first week for all the class has on...
about my sem one result...
satisfy gua...no fail...
English B+
Japanese B+
Hubungan Etnik B-
Economics C+
Introduction to hospitality management B-
Kitchen Management and Sanitation B-

according to my lecturer...she say that the mark has set higher for us to score since all branch must follow KL main campus order...
so....i think this is the reason of why tarc student result were so bad this badge...

sigh
i am tired...
my timetable was tight..
everyday need wake up at 9am..
and alot of works to do...
n gik sei me d is one of my groupmate...
when tutorial discussion do his own work while i find all those answer....when giving idea of theme restaurant...ask me so many damn stupid question...think with your own brain lar...

2mr need wake up at 6..
ya...is 6am.....
for my food preparation....
assistance+butcier....
new challenge.....

smile.........

18th birthday =)

2009-10-10T10:59:00.000-07:00

10-10-2009 was my 18th birthday...
weeee
my friend say i am dai gor zai d...

ok then..lets start...

date:9-10-2009
time:2153
venue:my house
my friend was sucessfully suprise me since lie on me...
i trusted them all the wall....
but thanks to them...really really...thankyou x infinity....hehe..
u gave me a unforgettable birthday jor....
so here is my first cake..'

delicios d oo...=)...nice too...

date:10-10-2009
time:1930
venue:secret recipi
my parent bring us to secret recipi (our home once gt birthday sure went there d..)
so no suprise...hehe...
here cakes again...
golden nugget resberry chesscake

chocolate indulgence

date:10-10-2009
time:2247
venue:QQ station...(东区)
my ex classmate have a mini celebration with me...
thank to them...
hehe...
cake..... tiramisu....

and the present i received....thanks to all my friend lar....really thanks...

ferris wheel...gt some meaning d oo...
mickey T shirt...weeeeeeeeee body glove T....L size...i am fat hor!!!!

and i have one more present...unable to show n priceless...paiseh..hehe..

thanks all of u lar....touch n happy..
=)

first week.....

2009-10-07T22:08:00.000-07:00

first week of sem 2...
was quite tired accually with th timetable...
first day gone back clean th whole dirty house..
very nt careful d i hurt my toe..until nw still pain =(..

and my first assignment came...design a restaurent in kampar..
damn....
sumore....today food preparation practical i was chosen as one of th supervisor of my group...
wtf la...
i just resign frm assistance classrep thn u all want me be supervisor again...
as my lecturer say so...
supervisor need
1 knw the things better thn ur staff.
2 memorize where those things put.
3 look after ur staff.
4 need be on kithcen at 8am.
5 everything happen was scold u n deduct ur mark.
6 check staff grooming
7 write report..
so on...
at last she say hv a big responsible on ur shoulder...
ok lo...try lo..with a smile...

going back ipoh 2mr...
weeeeeee....

sem 2

2009-10-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

college reopen le.....sigh
tired....
sumore........

DHT5 timetable...terrible.....here it is

tuesday until friday start at 9am...end up at 5 or 6pm...
monday end up at 7pm
thursday food preparation ...frm 8.30am to 5.00pm...

this sem subject included..
1 hotel management and operation
2 food preparation 1
3 introduction of information tecnology
4 hospitality accounting
5 japanese language 2
6 english for communication

IT..ACCOUNT..= bo liao

faint.......

=( bin zhui

prepared...

2009-09-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

still the same...sem break was bored without special one....
hope everything will fine and learn accept it for you...must ar...

about me...will fine i think...
always hv faith in who you are...already prepared for everything may happen...
with a smile =)

yesterday..i hv food poisoning...
whole day laying on th bed
no energy even stand up...
nw people still saying my lips was white...
heee...

AND my eye infection back to me again...
wht t f f f f f ...
i thought only virus....bt suffering virus...

duno wht should i write....everything in my brain now was negative things...

......

i miss you...........

my lovely sister graduation photo =)

2009-09-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

miss yeap siew hooi..(my sister)

hohohoho...
congratulation la miss yeap siew hooi..
you already graduate lor...
need earn money give baba and mami lor...for sure need for me too...

my sister was studying at
NANYANG TECHNOLOGICAL UNIVERSITY at singapore since year 2005..
her course was something like chemical and biomolecular engineering...(paiseh..i blur too) =S

until today 30-7-2009
after 4 years studying hard...
she successfully graduated and get her second class honour on bachelor of the course..

when her graduate ceremony i not able to attend...haiz...
only my parent go there...stay at nanyang executive centre wor...
haiz...sure miss something lor me...

here some random family photo we took at photo studio...

my family picture...=)

baba n mami...although dont have miss yeap siew hooi
but i like to put wor...nice ma....
sister and baba...
sister and mami......
my favorite picture...three siblings... =)

hooi zhi...i wish to get first class honour ar...when that time you must come ar...

wish you all the best in ur future...=)

於心有愧

2009-09-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

如果我听歌可眼红何以待你好偏不懂

自细做过多少美梦慈悲的伟论

连乞丐喊穷心也痛

竟怕放怀拥抱你让你露欢容

追悔无用转眼发现你失踪

曾听说过你某夜结婚未曾露笑容

实在不敢知道我是元凶

大概当初我未懂得顾忌

年少率性害惨你

令人受伤滋味难保更可悲

这心地再善良终生怎去向你说对不起

良心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世

立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为

这种刺猬连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势

被我害过来接受我跪是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

就算积储献尽饥荒赤地

而太多债没处理

累人累己滋味余生也记起

数一数我实情不只得你要说句对不起

良心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世

立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为

这种刺猬连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势

被我害过来接受我跪是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

於心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世

立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为

这种刺猬连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势

内疚内疚内疚没作为

直到在某年某日我能安息於葬礼

仍想你一家可到齐......

meaningful lyric...
於心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世..
dun do anything may hurt ur beloved one... every small single things may hurt them...
hurt them so so much...
sorry will not help you...reality was reality..sorry was not everything...
pls dun do so...appreciate them...there are innocent...
just dont do so...

now...

already nothing i can help or do for her...

i just can pray for her...
pray for her family will happy always...be tough always...
pray hard...
sickness go aways frm her family..dont disturb them anymore..pls
you make them suffer alot...
praying every second.......

2009-09-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

it was afternoon now...
raining...
i was waiting my car to be finish repair after my 2nd crash...
back ipoh later...hope everything will be just fine...
didnt back ipoh for about 2 weeks....
miss there...miss everythings there...

sem break started....
exam ended...
my kitchen management and sanitation done badly...
my economic done worsely
my japanese new syllibus....dead...
and lastly...my english language....i done hyper silly mistake that i cnt forgive myself...

first sem break in my college life...
didnt plan to do anything...
because not the suitable time for me to play...
hope can go penang with hsemate...
hope can go singapore with friend...

Loads of things happen to me just in a while...
thx for th one share a concept to me..
"the ferris wheel concept"!!!!
everyone have thr up and down...
for you too...takecare be tough...
i am here for you....

just remember your logo =)

Mr chanwingfei was sleeping nw...
in a nice post....huging his blanket....

hope my housemate fai fai pass their exam...
all the best in their exam....
take good care....

wingfei......dun so fat hao d lar...
wilson.......cheer up lar, i scare u ar...
eric............enjoying lor hor..
yeeching..dun say u dun hv msg ady lar, i cham thn u....
karlin.......consume ur vitamin C ar...
yanyee....exam period ar,less on facebook la..

bye lar....i pack my things lar....

-end- =)

BAD LUCK pls go....

2009-09-14T23:56:00.000-07:00

i having bad luck recently....
really really damn f***ing BAD...
i have 2 times accident in kampar...
one was being seriously crush by an indian...
one was crush by me at backside road...and my first saman out...
other than this....many negative things was happen on me...
my mood was depress and depress as the day by day passed...
until my friend say i looks ill n chan....
i really hope this kind of things cn leave me soon....
i really hope so....
thanks friend around me who cares me ....thanks...
=)..........

my own BLOG was BORN

2009-09-14T23:43:00.000-07:00

15-9-2009
2.46p.m
at home....
my own blog was born...'Inner Word Of Me' what a good name...
but i trust i will seldom update la since i am a lazy ppl....
anywhere....welcome to my world.....
here we goooooooo.........