prepared...

still the same...sem break was bored without special one....
hope everything will fine and learn accept it for you...must ar...

about me...will fine i think...
always hv faith in who you are...already prepared for everything may happen...
with a smile =)

yesterday..i hv food poisoning...
whole day laying on th bed
no energy even stand up...
nw people still saying my lips was white...
heee...

AND my eye infection back to me again...
wht t f f f f f ...
i thought only virus....bt suffering virus...

duno wht should i write....everything in my brain now was negative things...

......

i miss you...........

my lovely sister graduation photo =)

miss yeap siew hooi..(my sister)

hohohoho...
congratulation la miss yeap siew hooi..
you already graduate lor...
need earn money give baba and mami lor...for sure need for me too...

my sister was studying at
NANYANG TECHNOLOGICAL UNIVERSITY at singapore since year 2005..
her course was something like chemical and biomolecular engineering...(paiseh..i blur too) =S

until today 30-7-2009
after 4 years studying hard...
she successfully graduated and get her second class honour on bachelor of the course..

when her graduate ceremony i not able to attend...haiz...
only my parent go there...stay at nanyang executive centre wor...
haiz...sure miss something lor me...

here some random family photo we took at photo studio...

my family picture...=)

baba n mami...although dont have miss yeap siew hooi
but i like to put wor...nice ma....
sister and baba...
sister and mami......
my favorite picture...three siblings... =)


hooi zhi...i wish to get first class honour ar...when that time you must come ar...

wish you all the best in ur future...=)

於心有愧

如果我听歌可眼红 何以待你好偏不懂

自细做过多少美梦 慈悲的伟论

连乞丐喊穷心也痛

竟怕放怀拥抱你 让你露欢容

追悔无用 转眼发现 你失踪

曾听说过 你某夜结婚 未曾露笑容

实在不敢知道我是元凶

大概当初我未懂得顾忌

年少率性害惨你

令人受伤滋味 难保更可悲

这心地 再善良终生怎去 向你说对不起

良心有愧 原来随便错手 可毁了人一世

立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为

这种刺猬 连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势

被我害过来接受我跪 是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

就算积储献尽饥荒赤地

而太多债没处理

累人累己滋味 余生也记起

数一数 我实情不只得你要说句对不起

良心有愧 原来随便错手 可毁了人一世

立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为

这种刺猬 连谁曾待我好 都可带来伤势

被我害过来接受我跪 是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

於心有愧 原来随便错手 可毁了人一世

立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为

这种刺猬 连谁曾待我好 都可带来伤势

内疚内疚内疚没作为

直到在某年某日我能安息於葬礼

仍想你一家可到齐......


meaningful lyric...
於心有愧 原来随便错手 可毁了人一世..
dun do anything may hurt ur beloved one... every small single things may hurt them...
hurt them so so much...
sorry will not help you...reality was reality..sorry was not everything...
pls dun do so...appreciate them...there are innocent...
just dont do so...

now...

already nothing i can help or do for her...

i just can pray for her...
pray for her family will happy always...be tough always...
pray hard...
sickness go aways frm her family..dont disturb them anymore..pls
you make them suffer alot...
praying every second.......

it was afternoon now...
raining...
i was waiting my car to be finish repair after my 2nd crash...
back ipoh later...hope everything will be just fine...
didnt back ipoh for about 2 weeks....
miss there...miss everythings there...

sem break started....
exam ended...
my kitchen management and sanitation done badly...
my economic done worsely
my japanese new syllibus....dead...
and lastly...my english language....i done hyper silly mistake that i cnt forgive myself...

first sem break in my college life...
didnt plan to do anything...
because not the suitable time for me to play...
hope can go penang with hsemate...
hope can go singapore with friend...

Loads of things happen to me just in a while...
thx for th one share a concept to me..
"the ferris wheel concept"!!!!
everyone have thr up and down...
for you too...takecare be tough...
i am here for you....

just remember your logo =)

Mr chanwingfei was sleeping nw...
in a nice post....huging his blanket....

hope my housemate fai fai pass their exam...
all the best in their exam....
take good care....

wingfei......dun so fat hao d lar...
wilson.......cheer up lar, i scare u ar...
eric............enjoying lor hor..
yeeching..dun say u dun hv msg ady lar, i cham thn u....
karlin.......consume ur vitamin C ar...
yanyee....exam period ar,less on facebook la..

bye lar....i pack my things lar....

-end- =)

BAD LUCK pls go....

i having bad luck recently....
really really damn f***ing BAD...
i have 2 times accident in kampar...
one was being seriously crush by an indian...
one was crush by me at backside road...and my first saman out...
other than this....many negative things was happen on me...
my mood was depress and depress as the day by day passed...
until my friend say i looks ill n chan....
i really hope this kind of things cn leave me soon....
i really hope so....
thanks friend around me who cares me ....thanks...
=)..........

my own BLOG was BORN

15-9-2009
2.46p.m
at home....
my own blog was born...'Inner Word Of Me' what a good name...
but i trust i will seldom update la since i am a lazy ppl....
anywhere....welcome to my world.....
here we goooooooo.........